What is this feeling

What is this feeling

I feel  iam in love 

I feel i am not

I feel like i am focus 

But really far away from where i ought

I feel i know exactly what i want 

But still confused somewhat

I feel like i am floating

But drowning in my thoughts

This whorls and swirls curls of thoughts

Like i am an empty vessel or water in a pot

What is this feeling i have while i write

Confused cookie, still having a bite

What is this feeling of wanting to question

Everything said to me as if it were a lie

WHAT IS THIS FEELING? I hear a cry

But then just ignoring and snoring away that thought

I Wonder if you also feel likewise!