Desire

I have never felt this way before

This is not me, nor is it someone else

I am so familiar with this person as I am so distant 

This person , I have become momentarily 

The moment I entered the room 

I shouldn't have.

I see you there sitting all by yourself

with a smirk on your face 

and that surety that I'll come

Come to you, as you call me by my name

My heart is thudding in my chest 

My knees feel so weak 

I can't even move an inch 

I feel so claustrophobic 

but honestly, I am loving all of it

You sitting there, on your rocking chair 

Only flames and smoke in the air

Only calm I see is in your glass

As you sip your whisky on the rocks

I have completely lost it by then

Two adults burning inside

Silently, just talking with eyes

No one's making the first move 

but both are simply dying inside 

Ahh... it just fire every where

but neither of us is getting burnt

even if that's the intention and the desire

By now I have already surrendered myself

I don't wanna be in safe hands

I wish to witness hell

The hell which I have fantasized

Though I've lived,  

some parts of me have surely died

To be born again in your arms

To be molded by the fire in your calm

To claim the forbidden fruit that I seek

The sinful desire that's making me weak

You hold me in your arms and set me ablaze

The moment for which, I have waited for days

Each time you kiss, adds fuel to the flames

Isn't this what we wanted , no ones to be blamed

I am holding on to you like I am never letting go

This desire is magical, keeps me wanting for more